"Not Ready To Make Nice"

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

What it is you think I should

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

Idag har jag verkligen inte varit på bra humör..

Visst, gårdagen var kul, det var den <3 men jag gjorde många saker som jag ångrar. Alkohol orsakar problem, lär er det! Jag säger alltid "aldrig mer", men lyssnar jag på det?, NOWAY!:O

jag känner mig riktigt deppig och orkar verkligen inte mkt mer. Jag måste återfå min styrka nu, och det är bråttom! Skolan börjar snart, och jag vill visa mina bästa sidor. Jag orkar inte ens skriva en smileis, så.. fuck!

Jag är så jävla trött på mig själv, jag måste fortsätta kämpa om jag ska kunna bli ngt.

hoppas ni har det bättre <3